I know I've not posted in 10 or 11 days, and for this, I am eternally sorry.
I know a lot of you have given up on me. Possibly assuming I've failed this. But in fact, I've not. I've done the exact opposite. I have been becoming so connect to God, and getting involved with my new church and the people of it, and planning this Lock-In, I've completely lost time for my blog. I only see it getting worse. And so for this, I will not try to make this a day-to-day blog. Or a week-to-week. Or even a month-to-month. I will blog as I feel called to.
I am not giving up on this blog by no means. But I know that there are things meant to share and things meant to keep in, bask in, grow in, and learn in. This is extremely hard for me. I LOVE to go around telling people everything that has been happening to me. Every thing I've been experiencing. But I've realized and been told in more than one way, that I need to take this time to grow and learn. I'm not saying that I won't share with you all about what is going on, but I am saying you will not get my life story on this blog like I might have thought would have happened.
I will say that the Lord is doing GREAT and POWERFUL things in my life right now. He has had all these doors open for me to walk through, and yet I've just neglected to step through them. On top of that, He has granted me so many wonderful opportunities this summer. MAN! I cannot wait to share them with you as I feel led to.
I've noticed that this blog is not entirely about my "Flesh Fast", but about what God is doing in me, through me, and as me. And I'm okay with that.
This blog started out with you, the readers, having the mind set that I've given up guys to draw nearer to the Lord. Now I've changed some things and explained more so of what I've been doing, drawing closer to the Lord, and through that, I remove and crucify the things of my life that were unneeded or keeping me from being closer to God. And now I'm basically using it as a ministry. Which is what I've felt it to be all along. That through what I blog about and you seeing God move through me, in me, and as me, you will then feel Him move through you, in you, and as you.
I want to hear feedback from you, my readers. I want to hear from you whatever is laid upon your heart. I want you to know that you are more than welcome to come to me at any point in time, day, night, or any time in between the two, and talk to me. I always have open ears. What I reply with will not be me though, I warn you. You will not have the words of me, Victoria McBride, coming back to you. You will have the words that God gives me, a mere messenger, to give to you. I've listed my email before and I'll list it again, victoria.n.mcbride@gmail.com and you are more than welcome, actually I encourage you, that you email me with anything. Big, small, medium sized. If I feel like I am not the one you should be speaking to, I know some pretty great people to lead you to.
Know that you are awesome in the eyes of the Lord. He loves you so much, and so do I. You people are my family in Christ. And together, through Christ, we can do ANYthing.
"Let not your heart be troubled..." John 14:1
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